no more to say

it bothers me how powerless i am . how ever many things i may want half i wont get , it BOTHERS me how i try try try to get something along to you and u take it the wrong way .it bothers me how much i need you , how much of a drug u are to me that no matter how many times i try to give u up i need your friendship to just be ... there .how u always make me laugh when I'm practically dying inside . when I'm 2 seconds from falling u catch me. uhhhh it  BOTHERS me how oblivious you are to my feelings , that you think of me as some girl u just know ... it bothers me that I'm not special to you . it bothers me that  i even care about u the way i do . that my heart and soul aches when your not around  or that I'm ALWAYS searching the halls for your face because u are the only one to stand out in the crowd . It bothers me that I'm slowly yet gradually falling .